Today marks the fifth anniversary of your death.
I try to make sense of the passing of time and the way in which everything has unfolded without you.
But I do not understand why you aren't here today - even five years later.
So much of who I am remains tied up in your memory.
Like a ship wreck lying dormant at the bottom of the sea, I still hold all of your secrets.
They are buried deep inside of me and no matter how many years pass by, I will carry them forever.
I will carry you forever.
You were and you will always be, my one true love.